27 August 2010 at 11:54 pm
#16719
skellington
Participant
i let myself down spent 400 this week on gambling and the sick feeling returns, i thought i could do it and just sto, i want to cry in a ball, swallow some ***** and just be gone.
I know i can stop, i just keep thinking i’ll hit a jackpot or something.
I need to tell my gf. before its to late, i dnt want to loose her she is my life!!!