***** Mai,
I only have a quick moment to say welcome to the forum. I’m so glad that you have found this place. Gambling addiction can ***** so much from us and from our children without our even realizing it at first. Here you will be able to find what will work for you for your recovery. Good job banning from your site!!! Is your husband aware that it has become a problem for you? If I would have told my husband sooner i would have saved myself so much grief and destruction. But I did end up telling him in the end. My best advice to you is to never give up and keep coming to this site. There is always something else we can do to make recovery work. And thank heavens for this place of advice, sharing and support.
Take care and congratulations on starting your journey.
Laura