Thanks Sherrie, Reds, and Ican for your caring posts. Both of the girls are coming around more to spend time with us. My youngest came tonight with a miniture pink rose bush that we are going to plant and some ice cream sandwiches as that has become one thing that my Hubby will eat. Her and I were sitting outside and she broke down crying because he has lost soo much weight in the last 2 weeks. I told her to look at the positive that he wasn’t in pain. It is a blessing. I was coming home from the Dr’s today and a old Michael Jackson song came on the radio," You are not alone. I cried all the way home. " I started journaling when we found out he had cancer. It helps me to get my emotions and feeling out and when he passes I will have those memories down on paper. This bad thing has brought my family closer together and for that I am grateful. Seize all the good things in life