Just got back from taking Grandson to school. He spent the night and it does help having him around. We laugh alot and that’s good. Hubby was exhasted from work yesterday and is still sleeping. The last 10 days, I have seen a dramatic decline. He is sleeping more, barely eating, and moving real slow. There has also been a decline in his mental health, he acts confused alot. We need to schedule the lung ct-scan before his next chemo on the 21st of this month. Then it’s time for hospice. I tell him everything that is going on, example going on hospice, but I don’t know how much he is understanding. We talked about retirement, and he agreed it was almost time. Retirement takes 2 to 3 months from start to finish. He has enough paid leave to cover 5 weeks as he has used alot already. We should have the money from the insurance policy around then or a little later. We will manage somehow and make it through. One day and one step at a time is how we live. I am not having urges today to gamble. I nee to make some phone calls and run a few errands. Take care everyone and have a great gamble free day!!Seize all the good things in life
