Thanks Cat for your support. My Sister says my Daughter isn’t doing ***** but is drinking. Ok, well obviously she has substituted the booze for the *****, which she has done in the past. Cat, I didn’t walk away today from her ranting. We played phone arguing until I turned off my cell phone. I realized it wasn’t going anywhere. I was so upset that I let myself get caught up in all the drama. I wanted to seriously go gambling. I didn’t though. I was good and went to the plant nursery and bought some new plants which I planted in pots. My patio looks very nice!!! I feel like most of my family members think that I should be through grieving for my Husband by now!!! It’s been 17 weeks since my Husband **** and NO, I am still grieving him and missing him everyday. I just need to do what is right for me, and it’s okay for me to feel the way I do. I guess that unless you go through a death of someone close to you, you don’t know how it feels. Thanks for everyone’s support. You all have been so kind and understanding. I have many true friends here!!!Seize all the good things in life
