I’m trying to get motivated today. Need to go to store for some potting soil. I just got off the phone with my Mom ( 1 hour) and it was an emotional conversation. Still having relationship issues with my oldest Daughter. She’s very hurtful and rude, very it’s all about me. My Grandson is in the middle of this. My Daughter started a arguement with me in front of him, and I didn’t react the way I should of. I should of just left because she was out of control. It was ugly. I apologized to my Grandson and told him that it would never happen again. I know that I made mistakes as a parent, I’m not perfect. But my children always came first. Now, my Daughter who is in her 30’s blames me for everything that is wrong in her life. I have listen to her and tried to relate to what she’s feeling, but I don’t get it and I’m not going to shoulder the blame for alll of her issues. She seems very, very angry!! It’s very complicated. I always feel like I’m walking on eggshells with her. It’s like I’m in a no win situation. I listen to her but she doesn’t want to hear anything I have to say. Sorry about the ranting, just had to get it off my chest!! My Husband is getting tired of her attitude and supports me fully. It’s all compl;icated and a long story. We raised my Grandson the first 2 years of his life because of addiction issues with my Daughter and his Father. Thank God they both went to rehab and continued counceling and have been clean for 4 years and are both parenting him now. I know my Daughter lost alot of time with her son, but she has alot of hostility and jealousy towards us. We need to work through this and come to some kind of resolution. There is alot of tension!!! I’m happy to say that this didn’t trigger any gambling issues!! I think having my Husband’s support help me. Going to get off the sofa and to the store. Have a great gamble free today!!Seize all the good things in life
