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Re: Feeling hopeful

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desdemona
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(((Lizzy)))- good to hear that you’re feeling better. Some days are going to be very hard on your journey of grief. Also good to hear that your grandson’s team won! He must have been excited!! You’ll know when the time is right to cross the border. I hope you and your Mom have a special time together and with other family members. It’s good to have things to keep you occupied while your heart and soul mend. I started a zigsaw puzzle last night, which is usually a winter activity for me. Gambling thoughts are far, far away, so that’s good. I know that I don’t want to live the old life of compulsive gambling again. Danny set up a live trap in the shed to capture the critter (probably weasel) that has been living in the shed. Two days later we haven’t caught anything. Watch as soon as Danny leaves today, the critter will be in the trap and I’ll have to drive it somewhere, and release it. The kicked out renter jumped out of his truck last night, and came over with a big bouquet of flowers and a card, begging to stay. I said I wasn’t doing this with him anymore. He asked till the long weekend in May to stay till, and I gave him till Saturday 7:00 pm to move. I refused the flowers and the card and told him to give them to the girl he had in his bed. He said he didn’t even know her name, and I reminded him that her name was Nicole. He is not going to get any extensions to stay from me. I’m sick of him and his boundary issues. It’s too bad his wife doesn’t know he’s sleeping around with strippers. I would want to know if my husband was doing the same, so I could divorce his a**. I found a empty box of condoms in the bathroom garbage can. Two and two always make four, unless it’s Jodi Arias doing the ********! LOL! It has gotten really crazy with her since the verdict came in. I think she thought she was going to walk out of the courthouse to freedom that day. I believe that she is a control freak and knows the jury will return with a death sentence, so she is making a preemptive strike by saying she wants the death penalty. That way she is back in control of her life. I really believe she has a borderline personality, but that doesn’t make her insane under the law. Carole