I fell asleep early last night and now I’m awake at 3:40am. I fall asleep thinking of my Husband and I wake up thinking of my Husband. I am kind of freaking out about the condo (and his daughter) and waiting for his benefits. I have heard horror stories from my online support group of someone (like his daughter) coming in and contesting everything and holding stuff up in probate for years. I don’t know why I am getting these thoughts in my head, probably because I have soo much time to think. I try to let it go, but the thoughts are always there! The end of this month Carole is coming for a visit. I can’t wait!! I am soo unsure of myself and I feel like a shell of myself right now. I am going to walk to the grocery store this morning. I can use the exercise. When will I start feeling normal again?? I am glad that I have no money and no way to get to a casino as I think that the way I am feeling right now would make me want to gamble!!! Hanging in there!!Seize all the good things in life
