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Thanks Deb. I got through. I am so pleased i didnt gamble. What i would be going through now. Ugh. Never want to go back just have to get through the stages im impulsive urges. Sometimes they hit with such force and sneakily work on weakening me. I wont go back. Not this time. I want real recovery. Its my priority. Nothing at this time is more important. If i dont have recovery I dont have life.
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