P its important for you to post as often as you can when you are feeling depressed, there is alot of support and wisdom here to help you through. I have come to learn that it does not matter who reads your posts, if it helps you then that is all that matters. I am so proud of you that you have not gambled, you are a very strong person and know what you want. Glad your son likes his room, its so nice to be appreciated. Thinking of you and I am in your corner. Debbie
