(((Lizzy)))! I posted to you on your thread. Yesterday and today are the first days where I have not been busy in my head with this moving to the city. As crazy as it sounds, I felt lonely yesterday and missed Danny. I had to ask myself what I miss, the anger, blaming, criticizing, berating, etc. Surprisingly my gambling urges have been slight lately, and I believe that I had to deal with the reasons I was gambling before the addiction lossened its strong hold on me. Then a person ***** to deal with the "habit" of gambling. I will be attending some sort of recovery group in the city. And of course looking for work and then working outside my home which is something I haven’t done for many years. I believe that working will add a whole new dimension into my life. Exhaustion!! LOL! My daughter and her family are travelling to Manitoba today to visit my mother, my aunt and my cousin. I am getting a haircut today and a brow wax, and may even shave my legs. I need a pedicure desperately. I go to those Asian businesses where a person just walks in and takes their chances as to whether they have to wait or not. The women there speak in their native language and I always imagine that they are making nasty comments about the condition of your feet, and your weight. They are always so petite. I had my legs waxed there last time and it hurt. I won’t be doing that again!!! I also need to color my hair. I’ll have to wait until my granddaughter gets over being sick with strep throat so she can do it for me. I now have time for some self-care which has been put on the back burner in the past while. I am also going to renew my driver’s license for 5 years today. And clean the renters’ house. Carole
