***** soppy!! welcome to gt!! welcome to this forum where you will find so many similarities with others, where you will find comfort, where you will come to know that you are not alone, where you will find out how to come out of it, where you will learn how to forget the past and look to the future, where you will realize that everything is not lost till you want to try to leave gambling and where you will know that it can be done..
there are people here on various stages of their recovery.. each one of us have different stories and different problems but we are here for the same reason.. i never discuss my gambling problem with non cg any more as nobody will ever understand how can one get addicted to it that too when we end up as loosers every time.
hope you will use all the help and support available here to come out of this addiction and work towards your recovery. tomorrow will be better than yesterday.