Hi Caron, thanks for your posts, it has really helped. I know that I slipped twice, but to get me back on track I am thinking that the last time I slipped it was three *****… so if it is two ***** this time… then I have achieved something. I have really been trying to figure out why I slipped and i know that I was really scared getting close to day 90 as that is when I had slipped the last time. I don’t ***** the days as I find that can be a trigger for me. For some reason though I had it in my head when I would be at day 90 and then day 100 and I slipped on day 104. I had not been coming to GT as much and well the rest is history. I will go with Vera’s thoughts and live in the NOW. What’s done is done – we can’t change it. We can fight these urges and continue on our recovery – one day at a time. Wishing you a day free of gambling.One day at a time my sweet lord…