[caron]

some days I feel so helpless.  I am working so hard  and one little mention, gets me going.  I am happy to say I put barriers in place so the damage wasn’t as bad as it could have been had I not had learned some tools.  I won’t give up because I know what it feels like to be gamble free, and I know how destructive gambling is. I know where it can take me if I give in to a full blown relapse.  I will get through this.  One day at a time.