Thanks for the kind words you two i really appreciate them. i am currently in the process of having myself banned from the casino I almost went to. I have not had any further gambling on my phone since then. I am slowly learning to use the tools, g.a. and this site has taught me. I have been working on some amends that need to be made. Hopefully they will help the people i have hurt. So many poeple knew i had a problem before I ever thought i did. I remember when my first therapist kept asking me if i had thought about going to get help for my gambling, but i always said i dont have a problem. I am ok. Even though it caused to me wanting to end my life, i still did not think i had a problem. I finally admitted i had a problem four months after she first started mentioning g.a. to me. It was the best decision i have made since my mom passsed away,which started my path of destruction with gambling. I still have many struggles today, but i am slowly making my life better. I will definitely continue to post here Sherry. I just do not get on my puter as much as i would like to.
