Hi Kathryn,
Sorry that you have that feeling but glad you posted about it.
At this stage I go weeks and maybe months without urges and BAM, the thoughts hit. Sometimes it as simple as blow drying my hair and looking in the mirror, because that was one of the "games" my brain played to justify going to gamble. "If xxxx doesn’t call by the time I am done doing xxxx then I am going to the casino. I deserve a night out, no one cares, etc."
This is a lousy disorder really. Sneeky b*stard!
A urge will never hurt us-unless we act on it.
Love ya K!!
bettie
