Hey everyone,
So my weekend was, for want of a better word, ordinary.
I was sick on Friday, extremely sick. I must have caught something at work because i very rarely get sick. I was not impressed! By Sunday i was back to my old self thankfully. I am also grateful that so far no one else in the family has been blessed with my germs!!
The length of time i have abstained from gambling hasnt seemed to help the finances much. Yes, the bills are being paid, which is a miracle in itself, its just that i thought we would really be a bit better off than we are now. I guess what has bought this on is that i found out yesterday that it looks like we will have to move at the end of our lease. I am pretty disheartened by this, i cant bear the thought of moving again. I only just feel that we have settled here and i adore this house. While i try to be positive and not dwell too much on the past, i shake my head every time something like this happens. I had it. I lost it. And its not so much me, but the kids……it makes me sad that we arent stable. That they get comfortable then we are on the move again. That this addiction has affected far more than myself. I know i didnt ask for it, but neither did they.
Anyway, i know ill wake up tomorrow and my worries will be gone. At least until the next time!!!
Back to focusing on what i DO have, not what i DONT.
I hope you are all well and happy,
Love Kathryn xxTo live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan
