Hi Kathryn,
Don’t beat yourself up, like Bettie says anyone with an addiction has to come face to face with the tools of the addiction at some point in their lives. I still go to the pubs where the fruit machines were once a big part of my life and yes you are right, you are very very aware that they are there but its how we deal with these situations that aides our recoveries and you did that very well. Maybe you suggest the venue next time ;o).
Cheers
carlMy soul is back
