Hi All,
Well, my week has been ok. Work was fine, no major dramas there.
I am feeling quite flat, not sure if its because the daughter has flown the coop, proboably more like im feeling, for want of better words, fat and unnatractive at the moment. I am on a new medication, and i dont know if its causing me massive bloating (wishful thinking) or just that ive put on weight. I also went and got a haircut, and you know when you think its a good idea at the time??? Ugh!!! So in general im feeling pretty lousy tonight. Im also having the big birthday coming soon as well, and i am totally dreading it, i dont want it at all, and im not sure why.
Ive got a job i love, home is for the most part, happy, money is well, not so great but im sure we will get there eventually, Im feeling that everyone around me is doing really well, and my prospects on the financial front are pretty crap!!!
So, maybe im sitting here feeling sorry for myself, im not sure what i can do (perhaps shave my head?) to feel better. I need to pull myself out of this, im a bit sick of myself at the moment, sorry my friends, a little downer of a post tonight.
By the way, the slipper party was great, my pink fluffies were a hit, although the boys with their homer simpson slippers went off a treat. It was nice to be with my family.
I hope you are all well and happy,
Kathryn xxx
ive come back to edit, i have been thinking about things and i realise i feel im at a stale mate at the moment, and to be truthful, i thought things would be better by now, in the financial stakes. Why cant i get ahead? Im very annoyed at this, and dissapointed in myself that im not in a better place. Yes, i realise that i have debt that will take years to pay, and i have accepted that, but its frustrating all the same. Maybe i need to do some work on myself, so that i can make new changes, to make things better.
To live, that would be a great adventure – Peter Pan– 29/08/2010 11:06:25 AM: post edited by Kathryn.
