Hi Jess, I am a compulsive gambler, I know when I gamble I am doing wrong and it can only lead to one place, I know what I need to do, I know what I shouldn’t do, but in all honesty at ***** in my life depending on how I feel I will feel the need to gamble, there is no excuse to gamble as I honestly know I shouldn’t but more important I know where it leads to, I know for me it is not a “well maybe” or a “I might” I have been there thousands of ***** before and it always leads to a “what the **** have I done” sorry I don’t usually use those sort of sayings but I am being honest and so very truthful, I am not telling you this for your benefit because I know you know I am saying it for my benefit, you know what worked for you when you where gamble free so just get back to that, I know how it feels after slipping when having a good stint in recovery but don’t beat yourself up because after all we are all the same distance away from our next bet and I know just like you we can only ever beat this addiction one day at a time, stay strong and wish you well, all the very best love Maverick.
