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Re: ***** All I Am New Here

#11453
i won a new life
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Thank you R2C, unfortunatly I have a new clean date today. I found a hole in my barriors resulting in a $400 loss. I am not going into details, but I proptly banned/self excluded as I know I am just putting myself through this vicious cycle. It’s at the point now where I knew as I said in previous post "unfortuantly I can gamble if I want too" I knew there was a hole and all it took was a moment of weakness to make the first innocent deposit to chase losses again. ouch. With that being said. I know barriors are important and the hole has been sealed. As I siad no details because it would be like a guide of how to gamble when u have barriors up. The bottom line is it hurt again, but I’m not going to beat myself up. I could have took a 10k line of credit to gamble with but i was smart enough to turn it down. Now back in the saddle, I’m not going to post 1 day free ect. I’m setting a goal of 30 day’s and I’ll post when I’m there. Whishing everyone the best. God bless.