Hi R2C: Sorry you’re having a hard time … you’re not alone. There are a legion of us struggling along with you. This is Day 3 of many, many Day 3’s recently, and I feel very tired too sometimes. When I was reading your posts this quote came to mind — it’s something that helps to give me a kick start and some hope sometimes: “Don’t be a prisoner of your past, be the architect of your future.” This is from my favorite book of all time called The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari by Robin Sharma. We are blessed with a new chance every day. I second Uncontrolled’s suggestion — practise self care. Make getting the heat back on your number one priority. You are worth a warm home, some comforting food and the joy of a little peace of mind. Stay connected. Read, read, read through the urges. Be good to yourself. RG
