[ready2change]

thanks Vera and RG day 76 urges yesterday again so went on the drink last night with limited money just needed a release bit hungover today but im grand and the urges are gone thank God adaat. Im trying really hard feeling quite proud of myself and why not God knows we beat ourselves up something serious after a slip so why not be proud when trying to arrest this disease. I will only get out what i put in with my recovery thats for sure.
hope everybody has a good weekend God bless