thanks for the posts i will hopfully catch up with some diaries soon my internet signal on my phone is very bad atm but thats ok i will just say the serenity prayer its no big deal in the grand scheme of things. Day 46 and 47 im feeling good in myself thank God, left my ma and da to the airport last nite at 3am theyre away to portugal for a week 300 quid each all inclusive it just shows you what you can get with your money. I looked at the long term car park as i was driving away from the airport and it was full of big cars and i thought to myself id say none of them are cgs. if i keep my head down keep my blocks up and if i continue to really want this then i can in time start to really live again and learn the value of money again. but il take it adaat because thats the safest way in my humble opinion.
