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thanks 4 the posts day 42, 43 and 44 have had terribke tinternet signal lately so couldnt get to post but thats ok. hungover this morning so i will catch up with diaries soon haha. had a good night out last night with mates just what the doctor ordered laid low while the grand national was on kept myself out of harms way was never really a race i took to serious mind you ***** dandy winniing in 1983 when i was 6 years old gave me a 2 pound win apparently the next year i cried when my horse didnt win so my dad said i dont think i would of cried haha. im very focused thank God i can do this if i really want it adaat