Thanks to everyone for your concern and care. The procedure was fine I do not remember any of it. I have had severe stomach pain since I had it done but it has eased up since last night. Apparently they removed two polyps and have sent them for biopsy, I will know in a few weeks if everything is alright. My worry right now is my 24 year old son who has anger issues. He lost his temper a few nights ago when I was watching tv and he wanted to change the channel and I told him I was watching something. He screamed obsenities at me and it is not the first time. When he came to apologize a few minutes later I just could not accept and told him that no one was ever going to speak to me that way again, not even him. We have not spoken since. I told his father who agreed to speak with him but I am worried that nothing will change. He has had anger management classes but they do not seem to have had an impact. My mind is racing and I am wondering if his behaviour has something to do with the fact that I left the home and the marriage when he was 15-16 years old, perhaps he felt I deserted him. I want to suggest counselling to him but I do not believe he will listen. He was not a planned baby, but I love him and always have. I am so proud that he has finally found work that he likes and is committing to that and school. Guess I am feeling some guilt here, but cannot excuse his behaviour and I am tired of accepting it. Debbie
