Well im pleased to report back I acheived quite alot today. I did everything I set out to do plus more, I had my hair done,I paid ALL the bills I had coffee with a few girlfriends and best of all I told my husband that I have decided to go back to therapy and that I have found this amazing site and I have asked him to take charge of all the money and when he asked me why am I doing all this I just could’nt bring myself to tell him everything instead I chose to tell him Im worried about relapsing. I know lies are no good during recovery but I just wasnt ready is that so bad?.
So for today Im gamble free.
However Im not going to get carried away as this is only the beginning bit like a diet first couple of days its all exciting and geard up to go and then a few days later it hits you so I must remember…ONE DAY AT A TIME
Regards,
Steevie:)
