Lizbeth, if it’s okay I want to ask you a question. How long have you been gamble free? I have seen some of your posts and I feel amazed that you seem to be living a normal life, yet you are still here posting. What I mean is, usually and myself included- after we feel better and start to feel like we have conquered something (and I did this often) we forget and don’t come to these sites. Back on Feb. 27, I thought I was done, completely and total done, I had banned myself from the casino I frequented and I had stopped before, so I thought I didn’t need to come to this site! I see now just how wrong I really was. What gives you the inspiration to keep writing,to keep coming.. How do we keep it in the formost of our minds that we are CG’s and even after long periods of no gambling we are only one step away from returning to binge or fall or whatever! You inspire me from what I have seen! Thank you