[Eric2016]

I truly appreciate those of you that have responded. It’s difficult as I have no one to express or discuss my addiction with so its nice to have a discussion.

I’ve read that gamblers think they can control their addiction but we all know that’s very very difficult. Most of the time, we are in denial when we say that. But I truly would try my best to win back half of my loss and call it quits. I have faith I could get to that but I know if I win half, I know I might try to win it all back and before I know it I might lose it back again…

Football is a week away and I’m going to have to try to restrain myself…