10 November 2015 at 9:12 am
#14386
kin
Participant
Dear diary,
I was such an irresponsible person when I was heavy into gambling.
Providing for the family, paying bills and servicing loans was not my strength for many years.
Simplest things such as paying phone bills and returning money I borrowed was something I struggle to do.
it may be a small thing to a normal person but it was a big thing to an recovering addict like me because it was something I could not do well for the last 28 years, I was either keeping the money for future gamble or I had already lost everything.
To be able to do all the above was a dream come true for me.
Everyday is day one in recovery for me!!!
Grateful to be clean today.