It is nice to look back at older posts and see people who find the value in sharing with like minded individuals. 45 days in, I am finding it almost embarrassing that I have let this control me for the last 20 years. It hasn’t been easy, but really, it hasn’t been as hard as I thought it was. I find it is the trust in yourself, and the self esteem that is the most important. You have to see the forest through the trees. Sometimes what is directly in front of you is not what it appears (gambling is not a friend).
I find it funny looking back…whenever I was down, I was like, “if I can only get even”…..Guess what, I was even before I sat down….and as a CG I will never be even…. so it is better not to play!
