I have read your post and am praying for you. As long as we have breath there is still hope. Don’t give up. You are worth the effort it takes. This is a sly, mean addiction. It takes planning to overcome the lies it tells us. Banning and not having money available are weapons we use to fight the lies. Willpower is useless to me. It failed me everytime. I had to ban to even find a place to start to find my life again.
