Dear diary
I am not in control.
17th June@ I was feeling tired and stress easily and what happen next was totally unexpected.
21st June@ notice rashes on my chest, by today dated 29th June 2016, it has spread all over most of my body.
I was concern that it may be contagious, I never know what it was, it can be scabies, it can be a sexually transmitted disease, or it could be some viral infection. It can spread to my family. I saw a doctor on the 24th June and was referred to see a specialist yesterday. The specialist surprised me by informing me that this was a viral infection which is self -limiting. It looks severe but it will go away without any oral medication. I was relief that it will not spread to my family.
I care less about what happen to me but I was worried for my family. If I am not worried that it could be contagious, I would not have seen the doctor.
I have other more serious condition and I am 50. This is the reality.
I don’t wish to walk around the deep hole in the same street
I would like to walk down a different street
