Because of delayed pay I lend my sons 200 each and they both pay it back as soon as they r paid, the conversation I had worked and I feel proud of myself and them in some weird way.
I realised the dream that vera interpreted was Indeed linked to the job offer and to emotions, I like my bosses and have worked very hard at this organisation. It is something about not wanting to feel those emotions and connectedness with people, somehow thinking, like a doctor, that I am more effective when detached. There is an element of truth to this. I don’t like swimming round in emotions, and am not a strong swimmer in life. Look how i put myself through the wringer when I was dealing with anger I felt. I don’t know what to do with it like it is a foreign body I just want to get rid of.
I have read back on a lot of my old posts today, good days and not so good days.
