[Callmecrazy]

Thanks Vera and Liz!

Crying is the only thing I can’t do. I haven’t cried in a decade or so.

Steeve, your posts are always soothing. Thank you too.

I’m glad I grew as a person and am able to relapse and post here about my relapse. The old me would have dissapeared due to shame and disgust.

But here I am, fighting the fight, on day 1 again.

Maybe someday when I’m through with this I’ll be able to help, comfort and give advice to people that don’t speak English but are struggling with this that are from my own country.