If you are having suicidal thoughts – then please phone a help-line in your country or area dealing with this – you may find a link here https://www.befrienders.org/
It is up to you what you want to share with others here. We are all compulsive gamblers’ in recovery and so we will have some understanding of what you are going through. The more detail you provide, the more advice we might be able to give – although I am sure if you read around the site and the posts in the forum, you can see what actions you need to take.
They are ban yourself from places where you gamble, get someone else to handle your finances (if possible) don’t carry more money than you need, find other non-gambling ways to spend free time and get as much help and support especially in your local area as you can. I wish you well.