I hear you, Reddy!
CGs are impatient.
We want everything instantly.
As we move forward , we learn to wait.
If you have free hours after your own job, why not go to a few GA meetings. Sharing how you feel face to face is good. Writing it here helps too, but it might help to mull over the “real deal” with some of the guys who walked your path and learned to be patient.
I’m sure there are lots of other pubs/cafes looking for evening staff.
Keep searching.
I can only tell you one thing for sure.
You won’t win your money back!
