Payday 2009 to 2015.
1. Paid at 12am . (I worked nights at the time )
2. Bought nice lunch .
3.Put £30 in work bandit . ( sometimes won , mostly lost )
4. Finish at 8am .
5. Buy paper and scratch cards .
6. 10.am Go to betting shop . ( its only £20 )
7. Lost . Won.
8 Lost ( another £20 ) (another £ 20 )(another £20 )etc
9. Go home to bed agitated , stressed , no bills paid .
7. Won .
8.Go home to bed , smug but still agitated . Bills partially paid ?
10. Up again 1.pm lost try to win back morning losses .
11. Lost all wages that I worked 20 night shifts for
10.Up again at 1.pm . Try and win again .
12. Just one entry for 12 both ways . Lost everything . Maybe would have got some shopping or paid bills if won .
So many years .
My dear dad pays my bills now and goes shopping with me .
I don’t feel good about this , I’m 47 .
But this month and every month for a while now my fridge is rammed . My bills are paid , in fact I’m in front with them all.
And I also have a little left over to do a few hobbies and start ti enjoy life a bit more .
Its not ideal but its keeping me from gambling and thats a start . X
