Payday was the time you gambled in the past, IDI.
The anticipation lingers somewhere in your memory still.
That is my guess . Association and anticipation often bring up memories. It will pass.
I could say a LOT about the pandemic and relay some inside stories that would put your hair standing on end but we must focus on recovery from C-19 as well as G-19.
2020 has been a G free year for you.
Keep it that way.
We all have “bigger fish to fry”right now.
