I saw panorama today reg FOBT and got both happy and sad to see what it is doing. Happy to see that people are trying to flag about the problems and sad that the regulators try and throw water over the fire. It angers me that there is such a disregard against humanity over the urge to make money. It was enlightening to. Seing the brain react to the gambling brings it home in another way. I do not want to end upp a statistic. Somewhere there should be a way of rewiring the brain to act and do different. I am aware that I am doing wrong but I still do wrong. In a way I am happy I am broke. It gives me time to look into these things and process. I just which there was a pill to take or something that calms the stuff down when one has money in the pocket.
