Ran into a convenience store and
Had a momentary thought to buy a scratch off lottery, nope no gambling today!
We were able to pay the second installment for our daughter’s root canal at the dentist. If we had not self excluded, she would still be in agony. So happy to be able to pay the dentist.
No savings left. Dipped into the retirement plan to save the house. Sold my first wedding band a while back and nearly all my jewelry. This is why I am on this site. The results of mine and my husband’s stupidity is in every bill collector’s call. Every piece of mail that I can’t bring myself to open.
I have to start over with my finances. Really I have to start in the negative (big negatives) Worry, worry, worry……all we can do is get through today.
Really mad at myself for being so stupid.
Today was a gamble free day. Work was good. Went to the parade. Had a diet coke. Saw some old friends. It was fun. My son did an awesome job as emcee. Lots to be thankful for.
Tomorrow is another payday and as I am an excluded person at the casino, I think I shall pay my boat payment and the mortgage!!!!
Kelley