P, thank you for thinking of me x
I’m not in the best place, I have been gambling online, not for money, they are games BUT…..I have been buying credits which is exactly the same thing. Dames is onto me, he got the bank statement and told me there was all this money coming out from the apple account. A significant amount, I nearly fainted when he said how much! I’m currently lying and saying it must be the kids (I know!!!!!!!) I can disable my account, I will do it this week. I’ve asked Jode to put the PIN number in so I can’t access it. It’s the escape, it’s always been the escape….. I feel pretty crap at the moment, lost and lonely and to be honest, if p hadn’t posted I wouldn’t be writing this right now!!! I feel like I hollow shell. Not sure how to go about fixing this, it’s a lot of things…..not much else to say right now.
K xxx
