You were “up” $1000 on just the comps, yet you lost it and your own money. I have been down that road. Let’s rationally think about that for a minute. How much was enough? How many times have we told ourselves, “if I had just quit”….I used to argue with myself that if I quit with that $1000 I could go back another day and not feel guilty about it….but guess what, it is gone. It is no longer your money. Sometimes there needs to be sobering moments that snap us back into reality.
I truly am sorry for your situation, knowing it isn’t easy. I am glad you are posting here….but you need to take control of your situation. You need to recognize the spiral is out of control and do something about it, before you become too desperate.
Thank you for sharing, I hope you come to your reality sooner than later!
