[Callmecrazy]

So, I’m back to square one. I have been here a month ago :
– I’m trembling and can’t sleep
– I gambled my salary away, took me 2 todays
– Some casinos I have no defences against

OMG, I just thought of a solution! I have to report my Maestro card missing and once I get a new one, I have to ask a friend to scratch of the CVC numbers, just like I did with my Mastercard.

Why didn’t I think of this before??

Geez!

Even though the solution is obvious and easy, the gambling me hid the solution from the normal me into the subconcious. This addiction is a nasty trickster.

I’m now only one hour gamble free and distraught as hell, so I’ll probably be writing here every little dumb thought that comes to mind.

– Waking up tomorrow is going to be hell