Give yourself credit for doing the right things after this slip and move away from it. I understand you feel bad and rightfully so so let it be what it needs to be for a bit.
Glad you confided in a friend and asked her for her help. You will move forward and you will find your way out of this addiction. Believe and get back to one day at a time.
Maybe you can make partial bill payments for awhile to ease the pressure. It will be ok and hopefully you have locked down all access for as long as it takes to stay away ok. Hang in there and start again ok Liz FG
