OMG, we are so on the same page it is scary .
Today I was thinking if I got an illness would I take the treatment as would to really matter if I’m here for another year or 40? People will grieve a bit and move on .
Why bother ?
I also feel so low in energy too – I think it’s my vast weight – why do I eat all day and get fatter while others run to the gym? I am beyond lazy and even washing and dressing is now an effort .
I guess I still have work (which I hate – my much loved vocation has become a noose around my neck ).
So I guess this isn’t a very uplifting reply .”lol.
Onwards and upwards