Funny, I was just coming upstairs to my computer when I got the ping on my email……
Hmmmm, well, I haven’t been doing a whole lot to be honest!
That would be because I am going to Thailand in 2 weeks for a 10 night holiday with my bestie (and her kids, mum and brother)
When she split from her husband there was a $5000 travel voucher he had won and he gave it to her soooooooo…….
Lucky me!
I have never been to Thailand, Phuket exactly and apparently it is beautiful. I have hardly saved any money lol but thankfully all I need is spending and travel insurance which I must get onto now that I say that.
Ive already packed! lol
Jode and I are back doing the football club canteen, we had 2 massive games in 1 week and I really did think I was going to die!!!! It was huge! Took me a week to get over. While its tiring I love the buzz of it, I see a lot of people that I haven’t seen for a while, I spend the day with my best friend and we get paid to do it so win win win!
Family, well Harry turned 15 last Monday, and we had a dinner with Brea and the grandies of course. Tex was a bit unwell and very tired, the photos are hilarious, wish I could post them here!
Its interesting, this time in my life, no kids to really worry about anymore, Bailey is 20 and Harry has always been so independent. Its just me and Dames for a lot of the time.
Im not sure that I love that to be honest. I know, I sound super mean, but im looking inwardly now, trying to find out who I really am. My whole life I have had someone else to worry about, look after. Since I was 20 years old ive had children. And now…..what?
Still in limbo with my personal life stuff…..I have Jode to bounce things off, but she is in the midst of her own stuff, we are kind of mirroring each other, sort of.
I am having a very quiet weekend, no plans, id like to get some work done around the house and clean out my wardrobe…..its horrendous! If I can do that its a weekend well spent.
No gambling, I am coming up to 10 years now (give or take a couple of ‘slips’) I have no interest in it, It’s almost like another life, another me. I cant say, financially, that we are kicking goals, although I cant imagine my life if I hadn’t stopped, maybe I wouldn’t even be here so I am truly thankful that I found GT when I did, and all my beautiful supportive friends. This site kept me going, kept me sane and grounded, kept me alive really. It was my reason to live, to keep fighting those rotten urges, to self exclude.
I haven’t really thought about that before.
Anyways, enough boo hooing!!!!! LOL
Ill get round to posting this weekend, I have to go have a shower and wash my hair (im a Wednesday, Saturday girl)
Thank you for thinking of me RG, It means a lot!
Love K xxxxxxxxx
