What a tough lesson. Someone told me once if you don’t listen to what the universe (I prefer to say experience) is telling you the lessons will get harder until your either listen or everything breaks down and you have to begin again. It doesn’t make it any easier I know but I do believe you have been sent this very clear message now and you have listened, believe it or not even at this point even not everyone does. At least you can leave now with no doubts you are doing the right thing. We all want to make it work, sometimes though you realise that you have come to a point when you realise that you have to either cut lose or go down with a sinking ship. Experiences you have truly learnt from can never be a mistake but I know they can also be very painful lessons. Remember it is not your fault, you have done nothing wrong. Thinking of you. Lily x