[Smee707]

I was so happy for the past 2 weeks, I hadn’t gambled and had a plan to move to London in May so was saving up money.

Last night, I dont even know why, I opened up the blackjack table again. I wont £500 and left, only to come back an hour later and lose everything I have.

I lost the last £10k I had to my name, I now dont know how I am going to pay the deposit on the flat in London and feel like my life is pretty much over.

I was so happy for the past 2 weeks, thinking each day that I have gotten over my losses and have stopped gambling. Now I just feel like lifes biggest loser.