[Monica1]

Well, my stomach symptoms moved lower today, which I had earlier in the year. 2 hours of cramps. Awful. I had so had enough and prayed with all my heart for help. I got the message that the cramps would stop, and to hold on as things will improve. The cramps did stop but today I saw how desperate my situation really is and how close to the edge I am in many ways. It feels like it will never end. I am so tired of it. When we are alone and there is no one to help us all we can do is pray. There is nothing else.